Happier Than Ever

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true

Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do

Do you
Read my interviews
Or do
You skip my avenue
When you
Said you were passing through
Was I even on your way

I knew
When I asked you to
Be cool
About what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite
Of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid

Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware
That you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true

You call me again
Drunk in your Benz
Driving home
Under the influence
You scared me to death
But I'm wasting my breath
Cause you only listen
To your fucking friends

I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city

And I don't talk shit
About you on the internet
Never told anyone
Anything bad
Cause that shit's embarrassing
You were my everything
And all that you did
Was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time
I don't have
And don't try to make
Me feel bad
I could talk about every time
That you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line
Cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my
Mother or friends, so I
Shut 'em all out for you
Cause I was a kid

You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone