Thank You

how `bout getting off of these antibiotics
how `bout stopping eating when I`m full up
how `bout them transparent dangling carrots
how `bout that ever elusive kudo
thank you India
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence


how `bout me not blaming you for everything
how `bout me enjoying the moment for once
how `bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
how `bout grieving it all one at a time


thank you India
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence


the moment I let go of it was
the moment I got more than I could handle
the moment I jumped off of it was
the moment I touched down


how `bout no longer being masochistic
how `bout remembering your divinity
how `bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
how `bout not equating death with stopping


thank you India
thank you Providence
thank you disillusionment
thank you nothingness
thank you clarity
thank you thank you silence