Eminem ft. Nate Ruess


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Eminem, Nate Ruess






Marshall Mathers; Nate Ruess; Emile Haynie; Jeff Bhasker; Luis Resto


Emile Haynie, Jeff Bhasker /Additional Producer: Eminem


Eminem, Mike Strange


Aftermath Entertainment

Hoogste positie UK


Hoogste positie US



The Marshall Mathers LP 2

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Mom, I know I let you down
And though you say the days are happy
Why's the power off and I'm fucked up
And mom, I know he's not around
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour yourself another drink, yeah

I went in head first
Never thinkin' about who what I said hurt
In what verse
My mom probably got it the worst, the brunt of it
But as stubborn as we are
Did I take it too far
Cleanin' Out My Closet and all them other songs
But regardless I don't hate you
Cause ma, you're still beautiful to me
Cause you're my mom
Tho far it be from you to be calm
Our house was Vietnam
Desert Storm
And both of us put together could form an atomic bomb
Equivalent to chemical warfare
And forever we could drag this on and on
But, agree to disagree
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree
Don't mean shit to me
You're kickin' me out, it's fifteen degrees
And it's Christmas Eve, Little prick, just leave
Ma, let me grab my fuckin' coat
Anything to have each other's goats
Why we always at each other's throats
Especially when dad, he fucked us both
We're in the same fuckin' boat
You'd think that'd make us close (Nope)
Further away it drove us
But together, headlights shine
And car full of belongings
Still got a ways to go
Back to grandma's house, it's straight up the road
And I was the man of the house, the oldest
So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
Then Nate got taken away
By the state at eight years old
And that's when I realized you were sick
And it wasn't fixable or changeable
And to this day we remained estranged
And I hate it though, but

I guess we are who we are
Headlights shinin' in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far

Cause to this day we remain estranged
And I hate it though
Cause you ain't even get to witness
Your grand-babies grow
But I'm sorry, Mamma, for Cleanin' Out My Closet
At the time I was angry
Rightfully maybe so
Never meant that far to take it tho
Cause now I know it's not your fault
And I'm not makin' jokes
That song I'll no longer play at shows
And I cringe every time it's on the radio
And I think of Nathan
Bein' placed in a home
And all the medicine you fed us
And how I just wanted you to taste your own
But now the medication's takin' over
And your mental state's deterioratin' slow
And I'm way too old to cry
The shit is painful though
But ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo
All you did
All you said
You did your best to raise us both
Foster care, that cross you bear
Few may be as heavy as yers
But I love you, Debbie Mathers
Oh, what a tangled web we have
Cause one thing I never asked was
Where the fuck my deadbeat dad was
Fuck it, I guess he had trouble
Keepin' up with every address

But I'd have flipped every mattress
Every rock and desert cactus
Owned a collection of maps
And followed my kids to the edge of the Atlas
Someone ever moved 'em from me
That you coulda bet'cha asses
If I had to come down the chimney
Dressed as Santa, kidnap 'em
And although one has
Only met their grandma once
You pulled up in our drive one night
As we were leavin' to get some hamburgers
Me, her and Nate
We introduced you, hugged you
And as you left I had this
Overwhelmin' sadness come over me
As we pulled off
To go our separate paths
And I saw your headlights as I looked back
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance ta
Thank you for bein' my mom and my dad
So, mom, please accept this as a tribute
I wrote this on the jet
I guess I had ta
Get this off my chest
I hope I get the chance ta lay it 'for I'm dead
The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt
I guess we're crashin'
So if I'm not dreamin'
I hope you get this message
That I will always love you from afar
Cause you're my ma

I guess we are who we are
Headlights shinin' in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far

I want a new life

Alle Top 40-hits

Details Roxy Dekker - Sugardaddy
Details Cyril - Stumblin' In
Details Benson Boone - Beautiful Things
Details Joost - Europapa
Details Beyoncé - Texas Hold 'em
Details Noah Kahan - Stick Season
Details Dasha - Austin
Details Teddy Swims - The Door
Details Mark Ambor - Good To Be
Details Dua Lipa - Training Season
Details Meau - Stukje Van Mij
Details Frenna - Pretty Girls
Details Lost Frequencies & Bastille - Head Down
Details Douwe Bob - Nothing To Lose
Details Rondé - Undecided
Details Mr. Belt & Wezol - It's Not Right But It's Okay
Details Ofenbach feat. Norma Jean Martine - Overdrive
Details Di-Rect - My Blood
Details Flemming, Zoë Tauran, Ronnie Flex - Alles Op Gevoel
Details Kygo with Ava Max - Whatever
Details Zerb, Sofiya Nzau / Zerb, Tiësto & Sofiya Nzau - Mwaki / Mwaki - Tiësto's VIP Mix
Details Artemas - I Like The Way You Kiss Me
Details Michael Marcagi - Scared To Start
Details David Guetta & OneRepublic - I Don't Wanna Wait
Details Hozier - Too Sweet
Details Alex Warren - Before You Leave Me
Details Oscar and The Wolf - Angel Face
Details Hannah Mae - Waterdicht
Details Dua Lipa - Illusion
Details Chef'Special - Fly Like Me
Details Ariana Grande - We Can't Be Friends (Wait For Your Love)
Details Becky Hill - Outside Of Love
Details Galantis, David Guetta & 5 Seconds Of Summer - Lighter
Details Dua Lipa - Houdini
Details Chef'Special - Speed Of Light
Details Claude - Écoutez-Moi
Details La Fuente - Ratata
Details Purple Disco Machine & Ásdís - Beat Of Your Heart
Details Davina Michelle - I Said No Sir
Details David Guetta & Kim Petras - When We Were Young (The Logical Song)